03-07-2006, 02:48 PM
she's my best friend so were still friends I guess. Just impossible to describe what i feel right now. Wasnt even sure if I could date her but now thats she's gone I realized I really did want her. She even said no to him last week to give me another week to decide and when I did I was to late. Maybe thats why I bought a crt as well. Who knows. Spending money didnt make me feel better this time.